1. to smile even when i'm damn pissed off.
2. to say "hi" and "bye".
for #1, i seldom get pissed off, but when i do, it's written all over my face and it pisses people off too. lol.
for #2, i find it TERRIBLY hard to say "hi" and "bye" unless it's to close friends. don't ask me why. ( i have to make a constant effort to say "hi" and "bye" even to my family members... well, except mom and genuine that is.)
actually there's a #3. but this one is even harder. (it's to look at people's eyes when they're talking)
for this, i tend to look away or look at their nose. if i look at people directly into their eyes, it's like, i hear them talking but don't understand a single word of what they're saying. grr. (but it's perfectly ok if i look at their nose...)
gah, guess i'll need a little more "training" for this. let's just get used to the "hi" and "bye" first. (the pissed off part i guess it'll do since i rarely get pissed off. lol. and when i do, it's most probably... the time of the month. <- can't help right... x_x)
