Kim posted this on her wall (editted version)
I cant speak I loved you too much...As my blood poured down the sink When i thought of you it drove me crazy...I couldnt live without you i thought...Im mad...Im depressed Theres nothing i could do. When did this happen...When I sliced my arms open from the broken glass...And never woke up. Am i in heaven or hell?...It doesnt matter when im not with you because i cant tell. Your not here... You never were.
i like the last three sentences. it's like the confusion and then the sudden realisation. it's like BANG and you woke up from your hazy dream and into the harsh reality. as though you knew there's people around you. but somehow, you feel so far away from them. the distance was something you wished for to be there, and yet to be gone. the distance protected your fragile heart, yet it locked your warm, throbbing heart that desired nothing but to be understood by another being. there's this kind of irony in there.
and yet when you finally found courage to close up the distance, all you realise is that you've forgotten how to. and so, what's left is just a widening gap, to be filled by *someone* who's willing to put in the effort to bridge you and the rest of the world.
