it's gonna be CLL paper one later and i'm getting the jitters for no reason. maybe they're going to test us on Yue Yang Lou which I never studied (the translation never seems to get into me) or Zui Weng Ting (the translation is relatively easy but it gets difficult when you can't differentiate when to use a "dong ci" and when to use a "ming ci" cuz in that text, the "ming ci" and "dong ci" are quite jumbled in the sense that the "dong ci" can be used as a "ming ci" and the supposedly "ming ci" can be used as a "dong ci". so freaking idiotic.)
my voice is quivering and i have that shitty feeling.
but it's ok.
because after this paper, the next paperS are on tuesday; econ paper one and math paper two (my poor hands...) then CLL paper two on thursday if i'm not wrong. kao. can't they just slot it in during our four days of no papers?! then the CLL people can end earlier! haiz...
gotta suffer another week of trepidation (and games cuz i can't study in this state. i read things out, my voice breaks and i get irritated. grr. )
it's 1:08 pm now and i think i better go cuz it's raining rather heavily outside. my shoes are gonna get damp and i'll get annoyed. :(((
and heh, i've placed my brolly near the door without closing the doors. hopefully nobody steals my brolly in this big rain cuz otherwise, i'll need to take the exams drenched. :\
